Beles “Tall As The Ocean”
Tender, nostalgic beats.
Dear Millie Part 1 is the upcoming debut release from Beles, due out via Roshambo Recordings.
Each song of the project, which was created from ruminations about Beles’ great grandmother Millie Matekunis and inspired by a fascination with his Lithuanian heritage, will drop accompanied by a handwritten letter to Millie and a family photograph. The project was birthed to allow Beles to ponder his own history and identity and process many unanswered questions following the unearthing of an old family photo album, as he explains:
“I began this project soon after I stumbled upon an old family photo album. I only recognized a few faces and even my mom didn’t know who they all were. One of the faces that stood out was my great-grandmother Millie Matekunis. At the time, I didn’t know her name and had never seen a picture of her, but her face felt familiar. I couldn’t shake her image from my mind and the music I began to make was heavily influenced by my ruminations about her and my unknown ancestors.
As a child, I was fascinated by my Scottish and Lithuanian heritage. My Scottish grandfather took me to the Scottish games where we ate meat pies and listened to bagpipes, but my Lithuanian grandmother constantly changed the subject when I brought up her heritage, which made me even more curious. She was born in America, but didn’t learn English until she went to kindergarten, so I gathered that she had insecurities, as a result. When I pestered her to teach me Lithuanian, she would begrudgingly teach me only a few words, but I cherished those phrases because they connect me to my heritage. When I found the pictures of Millie, a similar feeling swelled up in me and thinking about her and her life’s journey from Lithuania to the United States became an infatuation.
While writing the music for this project, I wrote letters to Millie and asked her all of the questions to which I never got answers. It was therapeutic, being one part letter and one part diary entry, where I had to freedom to ask about stories that I had only heard once or fragments of memories that floated in the shadows of my consciousness. I began to think about my family, my cultural background, and just how fleeting the memory of one’s life can be, if there isn’t an effort to preserve it. This, in many ways, is my small effort to investigate and thus preserve my history and my own identity.”
In support of the project, Beles has offered up the debut single as today’s XLR8R download. “Tall As The Ocean” is a tender and nostalgic beat-driven cut that wraps the listener in a warm introspective glow; a perfect introduction to Dear Millie and Beles’ inspiring project.
You can download the track below, with more on the project here.
Due to temporary issues regarding the GDPR, EU readers can download the track here.